感触

clamp 发表于 2008-01-21 11:45:16

                                      
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                                      讨厌自己
                                        讨厌 讨厌  讨厌
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                                        说不出的感觉
                                        只知道
                                        自己什么都不能做
                                        什么也做不了
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                                        羡慕别人
                                        总是那么开心
                                        总是那么自在
                                        总是那么洒脱
                                        总是那么努力
                                        总是那么成功
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                                        以前以为自己会努力的
                                        所以曾经也有努力过
                                        但总是挫折不断
                                        好累
                                        真的累了
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                                        而现在突然发现
                                        自己越来越经不起努力的那个过程
                                        原来 我 是个懒人
                                        有想法 但却做不到
                                        我 讨厌这样的自己
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                                        每个人都有许许多多的经历
                                        甚至丰富多彩
                                        而我
                                        很多事情都不是自己喜欢或愿意做的
                                        原来我是那么没有主见 那么机械
                                        我 讨厌这样的自己
                                        这一点都不象我
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                                        追求自由 不受约束
                                        本应该是我该有的
                                        而我却丧失了本该属于我的
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                                        已经失去很多东西了
                                        现在 我
                                        只想从新开始 找回原本的自己

                   

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